well, we got a Big Fat Positive this morning! When I got the call from my doctor's office I gasped...I don't know why but I just didn't think we would be so lucky! BUT (there's always a "but" isn't there?) my beta level was only 35 so we are guardedly, cautiously optimistic...at this point last time my beta was 50. But I am trying to not compare the two since they are so different in other ways already... i go back in on tuesday morning to see if my beta is rising like it should...here's to hoping that it does, and that in two or three weeks we see that little heartbeat and can breathe a little easier.... nothing ever comes easy in the land of infertility but if the outcome is positive, i'll take it!